04 March 2002 i love my bike/ i love portland
16 April 2002 a trap
25 April 2002 periphery
28 April 2002 what things turn us on
02 May 2002 i am a tiny piece of this ambience.
04 May 2002 i will be there soon.
07 May 2002 cinco de seis
08 May 2002 do you want to see the edge
08 May 2002 fractal
12 May 2002 summer
13 May 2002 ummmm....
14 May 2002 kids
19 May 2002 a tribe lost by finding it
20 May 2002 10th grade
23 May 2002 everything that keeps me together is falling apart
27 May 2002 too much e
27 May 2002 sometimes you come to an edge that just breaks off.
27 May 2002 love too much, love at all
29 May 2002 lightness
01 June 2002 will you be content with that bare windowless room?
06 June 2002 paradise and back
14 June 2002 some gems from my 11th grade diary
17 June 2002 naivety is best.
29 June 2002 urgency and secrecy
07 July 2002 canoeing in chicago!
21 July 2002 as the pattern becomes more intricite and subtle
05 August 2002this strange change in atmosphere
06 August 2002 i could have told you all that i love you
13 August 2002 "nothing bad had ever happened to me-- if i had died then i never would have felt real pain."
22 August 2002 i'm going to be perfect from now on
31 August 2002 and all the trees that line the curb will be rejoicing and alive
03 September 2002 science experiments for the self-medicated
11 September 2002 Dies irae, dies illa, Solvet saeclum in favilla: Requiem aeternam dona eis, Domine, et lux perpetua luceat eis.
13 September 2002 there were places where the luxury droped away, where i waited. i saw something flash open--
23 September 2002 having looked for a hollow among the thickest pines, we make a fresh camp there. the wind blows on us, and we, rather tired, lie down and keep listening to the rustling pines until we fall asleep.
27 September 2002 anthropology is necessarily a science of boundaries
12 October 2002 tree cathedral
13 October 2002 deep play: a story they tell themselves about themselves
20 October 2002 i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
22 October 2002 is it your fear of being buried that makes you so afraid to speak?
04 November 2002 your body still remembers things you told it to forget
05 November 2002 things which enclose me, or which i cannot touch because they are too near
19 November 2002 big toy -- human horse dog -- suicide bridge
20 November 2002 trapped in the periphery
26 November 2002 the rush
01 December 2002 those were the good old days: we had everything except money
06 December 2002 in tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
11 December 2002 something that you feel will find its own form
12 December 2002 nostalgia, architecture, and revolution
20 December 2002 the asymptote, the high pitched blinding roar
20 December 2002WE'RE FUCKING GOING TO SAN FRANCISCO ON ACID
01 January 2003 real events for the imagination
03 January 2003 at this moment everything looks clear to me, but what happened just before?
05 January 2003 love letters
07 January 2003 nothing belongs to us except in our memories
13 January 2003 halcyon and on and on (i exist)