i forgot how amazing it is when leaves start growing on the trees again. �yesterday i rode my bike to mail something and went through a neighborhood i haven't been in for a while. �i went past an elementary school and watched the kids go in from recess, the teacher blew a whistle and they all started running toward the door. �little kids are always screaming and running around, it's so funny.
the streets were really pretty around there. �flower petels falling from the sky, green leaves hanging over the sidewalk, a sleepy rumpled cat walking gingerly down the porch steps of a house painted purple, something out of a fairy tale. �i thought "do i live in heaven?"
today i am sick, again. �there must be something wrong with me. �this is the 4th time i've been sick since the beginning of february, i used to get sick once a year.
donna and dave went to the plaid to get cigarettes and wine. �they said drinking helps sick people. �we have a little family now, we all ate boca burgers for dinner and listened to my sleater kinney record. �the family of unemployed college dropouts, yay!
i seem to have a good day every other day, with sleepy worried depressed days in between. �maybe tomorrow will be good. �andy from the first floor called while i was half asleep and asked me things which i answered incoherently. �maybe he wants to be my friend.
xo becky.