now that i passed the qual i feel so special... and i get to sign up for next years classes now. there were a few weeks recently when i was feeling so crappy and i couldn't figure out why and none of the things that usually work were working. but it looks like that's over. i've been getting so much work done, and doing so many things that make me happy. it's strange... as drugs get worse my life gets better. i really don't understand. but i've been feeling really good. i think i'm on the edge of addiction. i don't really know, since i haven't tried to stop yet.

yesterday donna and c. and i went out for easter lunch with this guy from donna's work... he was in his 40s and had so many crazy stories... he got hit by a train and lost a leg. it's funny to feel like a grown up, eating lunch with a 37 year old and 40 something year old. the men paid for donna's and my food. and the conversation was delightful. i still feel like a kid though. i'm a flower.

pictures: 1. me in vancouver 2. DREAM (read) 3.donna on the phone 4. donna at the paradox
i love donna!