baby let your hair hang down

i keep having dreams about confused love. accidentally hurting someone. lost in a house with too many rooms and stairs. lost in a store with too many things. people who almost look like people i know. last night i dreamed i was in a play and the directer told me to take off my clothes on stage. and it seemed completely normal. it was hard to get out of bed this morning. i felt very foggy. but eventually i did, and made myself some coffee, and now i feel better. eva, kevin, and i are taking a new hallucinigen. apparently it's called AMT, it's new and it's not illegal yet. i'm starting to feel it now.

in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near