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nothing new
15 May 2002 - 10:27 pm
sun/wind. read on a blanket in the yard, in the sun. rode my bike, blah, nothing new. sat in pioneer square in the afternoon. why is it not ok for me to sit alone? why do random men have to stare at me and say hi? i left. i got a pretty dress. rode around aimlessly. sat on the porch with neighbors, etc. i'm wearing black stockings.
at the library, i thought i saw that boy. but he looked different, all dressed up. it must have been someone else.
i feel kind of empty. tomorrow is definitely find a job day. there are only so many days you can spend riding your bike or walking alone with no destination before it starts to run together. i'm having trouble.
love, becky
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