baby let your hair hang down

our evil landlord locked our bikes away where we can't get them, because she was mad at us, and she won't unlock them until tomorrow! what the fuck!! and she didn't leave a note or anything, so i thought someone stole them, until i thought to call her. then i had to borrow andy's bike, which is the most annoying bike in the world to ride. i went to reed to pick up my schedule, i'm working at the class reunions next week. it turns out they pay me $8 an hour, instead of $6.50 like last year, so with 40 hours i'll make $320!

then i rode around aimlessly in the sun and got some blueberries to eat. i feel a bit better today. i can't handle it when everything is wrong, but gabe said to try to fix one thing every day, and i guess i did that. i kind of decided that i'll definitely go back to reed, if my parents let me. everything else is still fucked but i just won't think about it.

"maybe it is because a lot hinges on relationships and they seem to be able to go from all to none (black and white) instantly. a friendship holds a greater sense of permanency, you cant really dump a friend, or i should say you could try, but i wouldn't let you dump me." -identity withheld.
strange to read that.

i think i'm going to walk to hawthorne or something. it's so warm out. love, becky