lately i've been wishing i had one desire
something that would make me never want another
something that would make it so that nothing matters
all would be clear then
but i guess i'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
and watch all dissolve into a single second
saying everything you have ever seen was just a mirror
and you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
and now you are lying in a bathtub full of freezing water
wishing you were a ghost
but once you knew a girl and you named her lover
and danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
but autumn came, she disappeared, you don't remember
where she said she was going to.
but i believe that lovers should be chained together...
[bright eyes]
i just don't want any pain anymore for anyone.
love, becky