baby let your hair hang down

i am really close to the point where i can't take it anymore. yesterday i wrote a 6 page paper on structuralism, and i'm supposed to write an 8 page paper on nietzsche for tuesday, as well as keep up on my 200 pages of reading per night. i also have to go to study groups for the anthropology qual. a physics major friend agreed that the physics and anthropology quals are the hardest ones at reed. and one of my professors, who has a ph.d in anthropology, said he couldn't pass it unless he studied! it's on april 4. i'm so fucked. as far as money goes, we're still $15 short on donna's rent, and we have $0 for food, and i was supposed to buy medication for my eyes 3 weeks ago but it costs $30. fuck.

the only good thing-- we went to a party thing at the house of a girl from one of my classes, and everyone there was quite amazing... mostly older people, some of whom had gone to reed in the past... the house was beautiful; every wall was a different color. it was kind of dreamy. i hope i see those people again.