so tired and achey and so bright outside. what to do? rest? work? die?
too many people knocking on the door we won't answer today and calling on the phone we never answer. too loud.
people talking in the kitchen last night until 5 am, the kitchen is right next to my room and there's just a curtain in between. i finally got up and said 'move the party out of this house please' and they left. everyone has to take a drug to make them ok. do you want to go up or down? take this until you want to go to sleep, then take this other thing. don't like waking up? take more. everyone thinks they're a rock star.
now that i'm in school i don't have a day where i can just recover. have to keep doing things.