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2002 AUTUMN
2002 SUMMER
2002 SPRING
2001/02 WINTER

my favorite entries that i've written

31 August 2002 and all the trees that line the curb will be rejoicing and alive
26 August 2002 somewhere someone says i'm sorry, someone's making plans to stay
22 August 2002 i'm going to be perfect from now on
21 August 2002 "oh, thank god."
20 August 2002 i can't believe no one ever told me.
18 August 2002 leaving a trail of ambiguous picture postcards
17 August 2002 i saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness
17 August 2002 spy on me.
15 August 2002 it's never too late to build a geodesic dome.
13 August 2002 "nothing bad had ever happened to me-- if i had died then i never would have felt real pain."
11 August 2002 losing, but i'll try, with the last ways left, to remember
09 August 2002 you breathe in 40 years of failing to describe a feeling
07 August 2002 i'm unconsoled, i'm lonely, i am so much better than i used to be.
06 August 2002 i could have told you all that i love you
05 August 2002 this strange change in atmosphere
05 August 2002 "life is beautiful. really it is. full of beauty and illusions."
03 August 2002 it's hard to remember when it seems like such a long time
29 July 2002 endless summer
28 July 2002 the concrete is fire where my bare feet are placed, in a line, next to yours
23 July 2002 how strange it is to be anything at all
23 July 2002 i am drawing the story of how hard we tried
21 July 2002 no one knows: i live in a dream
19 July 2002 meow?
18 July 2002 silence, exile, and cunning
18 July 2002 oatmeal
17 July 2002 explode
17 July 2002 to be on the edge of the point where you will do anything
16 July 2002 your mouth belongs to me
15 July 2002 summer skin
14 July 2002 as the pattern becomes more intricite and subtle, being swept along is no longer enough
13 July 2002 if i die before i learn to speak, can money pay for all the days i lived alive but half asleep?
12 July 2002 and let's move to the beat like we know that it's over
11 July 2002 leave it on my doorstep, or on my windowsill
09 July 2002 unconditional heat is almost as good as unconditional love
07 July 2002 saturday, part one: urban adventure
06 July 2002 the bracelet of heartbreak
04 July 2002 i saw you waiting
29 June 2002 saturday
29 June 2002 old father, old artificer, stand me now and ever in good stead.
29 June 2002 "dave, you're wanted on the promenade."
27 June 2002 the sun comes up and i'm all washed out
26 June 2002 cucumbers, nectarines
26 June 2002 la fiebre
25 June 2002 full moon
23 June 2002 i saw you waiting, saintlike, with your warning
22 June 2002 i'm taking the cure, so i can be quiet wherever i want
21 June 2002 Catalpa speciosa
20 June 2002 rode down south through her little world, like a dream: you can do it if you want to
19 June 2002 gabe says: summer is what you make it
18 June 2002 to see how long our swan song can last
17 June 2002 I am not edible
16 June 2002 sunday
14 June 2002 11th grade diary
13 June 2002 the decadence of summer
13 June 2002 the wind blowing through the house is warm
11 June 2002 la la la
09 June 2002 i cannot touch because they are too near
09 June 2002 i saw your face, and i thought you were a dream
08 June 2002 eyeliner
06 June 2002 knife in the water song
06 June 2002 paradise and back
03 June 2002 the revolution of everday life -or- a day with becky
01 June 2002 will you be content with that bare windowless room?
01 June 2002 impossible memories