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2002 SUMMER
2002 SPRING
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my favorite entries that i've written

30 May 2003 She couldn't keep her head up. She couldn't stay out of her dreams.
29 May 2003 she seemed to be thinking about something far away, waiting patiently for someone to destroy her
24 May 2003 climb the wall
22 May 2003 but it's all right, we all know how it feels. it's all right, we all knows how it
ends in the needle, sitting beside her, so sewed together, nevada spider

13 May 2003 if we can break thought free of impulse slowly, slowly the day scream subsides...
12 May 2003 the beginning of the beginning
10 May 2003 time take us forward, relief from this longing
09 May 2003 lately i've been wishing i had one desire, something that would make me never want another, something that would make it so that nothing mattered, all would be clear then. -bright eyes
07 May 2003 my life is so strange
05 May 2003 the day my life turned upside down
03 May 2003 release
03 May 2003 the waiting game
01 May 2003 I chose not to choose life. I chose something else.
28 April 2003 birthday. 22.
26 April 2003 your glance is hiding in the brilliance of some star.
25 April 2003 from a dream you won't remember flashing on--
24 April 2003 my mind is going
21 April 2003 phantasmagoria
19 April 2003 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
19 April 2003 sleep. drugs. vomit. no no no yes yes yes.
18 April 2003 i know i can't keep living in this dead or dying dream
17 April 2003 dawning
15 April 2003 RED SELF
11 April 2003 i'm not scared of anything
10 April 2003 horror
09 April 2003 my strange college
08 April 2003 ideology interpellates the individual as a subject. (i love you althusser.)
07 April 2003 i sold my soul to anthropology
06 April 2003 the story where blessings of glory collide
05 April 2003 43 hours to go
04 April 2003 i love the roses in my mother's garden
04 April 2003 death
03 April 2003 There is something wrong with my mind.
02 April 2003 no news, no regrets
01 April 2003 the things that hold joy in place
31 March 2003 a play in three acts
29 March 2003 all the pretty little horses
29 March 2003 in search of lost time
27 March 2003 eternal return
26 March 2003 Addiction, like nostalgia in general, is a form of mourning
23 March 2003 we are so small between the stars, so large against the sky
22 March 2003 fill the bathtub with ice, hope this fever will break
21 March 2003 heaven is never enough
20 March 2003 i hope he never lets me down again
17 March 2003 gregor samsa died for your sins
14 March 2003 you come to a wall and it unfolds
11 March 2003 the synthesis of these contraries unfolds in the creative action of the historic subject
10 March 2003 i've got this hunger and i can't seem to get full
09 March 2003 bad actors with bad habits. some sad singers, they just play tragic
09 March 2003 playing at house
08 March 2003 wet and dark
07 March 2003 i'm done feeling like a skeleton, no more sleep walking dead
06 March 2003 nothing is true; everything is permitted
04 March 2003 this bell-stroke of noon and of the great decision
03 March 2003 we became what we wanted to be, like a dream, or a ghost
02 March 2003 noa noa