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NOW ARCHIVE NOTES DLAND
2003 AUTUMN
2003 SUMMER
2003 SPRING
2002/03 WINTER
2002 AUTUMN
2002 SUMMER
2002 SPRING
2001/02 WINTER
my favorite entries that i've written
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28 August 2003 the mythology of obscured destination
27 August 2003 a sunset time
25 August 2003 ENOUGH. (or, how I learned to dream)
24 August 2003 trouble was born feet first
21 August 2003 california and what we made of it
15 August 2003 BIRTH PANGS
13 August 2003 so that's emotion, that's love, and trains, the nature of trains, and the meaning of your back to the engine, and guards, stations, platforms, wars, love, heart-rending cries
12 August 2003 i saw you waiting, saintlike, with your warning
10 August 2003 one more starlet one more time, down to make it do or die
09 August 2003 it's the same old town that bled her dry
06 August 2003 to shed this skin, be born again, it starts with an ending.
04 August 2003 strange pain, strange sin
03 August 2003 waiting for the great leap forward
01 August 2003 it's unfolding
31 July 2003 the first time i saw you i knew it would never last
31 July 2003 and we can find new ways of living, make playing only logical harm
29 July 2003 and I swear that I would follow anything-- just get me out of here.
27 July 2003 i can't go on i'll go on
26 July 2003 inside this dream
24 July 2003 landscape/ memory
22 July 2003 I just want someone to walk in front and I'll follow the leader.
22 July 2003 It is unacceptable to bite out parts of your face from inside and spit them at the blue nonstop volcano sky.
20 July 2003 i spend hours looking sideways
19 July 2003 back to the ivory tower
18 July 2003 I wish I could eat the salt off of your lost faded lips
we can cap the old times, make playing only logical harm
we can cap the old lines, clay-making that nothing else will change.
16 July 2003 there is always something bigger
13 June 2003 my joy is covering me... soon i will disappear
13 July 2003 love's an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt. do you like to hurt, i do, i do, then hurt me...
10 July 2003 "and i won't come down for anyone"-- (only for myself)
08 July 2003 You know the anger that language shelters, that love obeys. Those three things. Why obey.
07 July 2003 consumption is not a passion for substances but a passion for the code.
05 July 2003 how i learned to dance in my underwear and 7 inch heels
04 July 2003 "Give me a girl at an impressionable age, and she is mine for life."
02 July 2003 bite marks
31 June 2003 if you are going down it is a wall. that is my message. climb the wall.
30 June 2003 when my idol left it broke my back it broke my legs it broke clouds in the sky broke sounds i was hearing still hear
30 June 2003 on the other hand, withinness may spit you out like a glass eye. in that case, you can paint the box black and call it JUST FOR THE THRILL
29 June 2003 nightmare
28 June 2003 i keep closing my eyes and forgetting what's in front of me
26 June 2003 life and no escape -- (i hate it!)
25 June 2003 this is why we turn away
12 June 2003 you can never go home again
10 June 2003 i love Fred
09 June 2003 my arm's got a death in it
08 June 2003 you must change your life
07 June 2003 summer is what you make it
05 June 2003 i love portland
04 June 2003 reaching blindly for something you might be missing
02 June 2003 i was drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
01 June 2003 i let the heavy sunlight press me into the ground
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